Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken. I'm not the type to get upset and cry. Cause I never leave my heart open. Never hurts me to say goodbye. Relationships don't get deep to me. Never got the whole in love thing. And someone can say they love me truly but at the time it didn't mean a thing. My mind is gone, I'm spinning round and deep inside, my tears I'll drown. I'm losing grip, what's happening? I stray from love, this is how I feel. This time was different, felt like I was just a victim and it cut me like a knife, when you walked out of my life. Now I'm in this condition and I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart but no matter what you'll never see me cry. Did it happen when we first kissed cause it's hurting me to let it go. Maybe cause we spent so much time and I know that it's no more. I should have never let you hold me, baby. Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart. I didn't give to you on purpose. Got to figure out how you stole my heart. How did I get here with you, I'll never know. I never meant to let it get so, personal. After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you. I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know and I won't let it show. You won't see me cry. All my life ..